Apr 20, 2021
I think I figured out what I'm looking for, at least a little. For a long time I've felt like I wind up wherever I'm needed. Call it fate or God or chance or whatever, but I feel like I'm always there to help someone else, to fill a vacancy, or fix something. I've sometimes wondered as I stumble into people's lives and help them out, when will someone stumble into mine and fix stuff?
So I think that's what I'm looking for on some level. I think I'm looking for the place I need rather than the one that needs me. I also feel like if that's my goal then this journey may take far longer than anticipated.
I've been delving into creepy pastas a lot on this trip and one that stood out is called the left right game. Maybe it resonated with me because it's effectively about driving but I really felt that story, especially the end. No spoilers but suffice to say the trip takes a while.
· Tue Apr 20, 2021 @ 08:48am · 0 Comments