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Forsaken
Why must i always remain
in the shadow of another?
I'm compared always
to her, never shine on my own
ignored by those around
that i care most about
though i'm invisible
even in their eyes
Is it because i deserve it?
Is it some kind of punishment?
Am I the one to blame?
And will it always remain the same?
Trying hard to be tough
And convince I need to try harder
but I feel pushed beyond my limit
and I can't take much more
Please save me from this
the torture i endure
take me away from here
become my savior
Let me use you
As I have been used
let me make it all better
i am feeling abused
What did i do, God,
to feel this empty?
can't you bless me with a sign
that you actually listen to me?
I hope one day you show you are here
not to thank you and praise you
but to curse your name
and tell you to leave as soon as you came
Am I forsaken?
have i sinned that bad?
is that the reason
I feel so sad?
trapped in my own body
wrapped in darkness
and then my nightmares
become my realities
Lost in the crowds
of all the people around
even though I start screaming
I don't make a sound
 II Laniakea II · Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 02:16am · 1 Comments |
