You think how much you may or may not hate your parents, but when i think of losing my dad it brings tears to my eyes lets just say that i dont know my dad that well and i want to know him like i know my mom but it is hard for me to talk to him. cause i live with my mom and i just dont know how to talk to him, but at lest we talk and have a good relationship but i want a great one! but i guess what i worrie about most is losing him and not knowing him the way i want to. How people are affread of the dark, getting shot, or being killed, i guess my fear is losing my dad and not knowing him i know that im the only one who can change that but i guess im to shy and i hate that im to scared to do any think about it. crying