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I just randomly had a juice based revelation and realized a BIG difference between my ex person and I is that, I may seem all weird and stuff but like I have a good natured and pure soul. And when poosh comes to shuck, I'd err on the side of good rather than selfishness in most cases. My ex, isn't like that. If the chips are down, they'd only care about themselves and be willing to turn their backs on anyone if it meant saving their own butt.

And it's really traumatizing to have realized that about them only 10 years after knowing them.

Jeepers creepers. Trauma really really stinks. I wish they could have told me 11 years ago like, "Oh hey, just so you know, if stuff ever gets spooky I'll throw you under the bus and forsake everything we ever had cause the only thing that matters from my perspective is me." cause jeepers, I sure didn't think they would have done that until the day they did that.

I wish I didn't have to end up as nothing more than roadkill on their journey towards Heck. That's sure no fun.

I guess I'm off to go get pizza.

I don't enjoy this life. I really dont.

Update: I was hit with torrential rain on my way to retrieving the pizza but I refused to let it stop me on my quest and was able to bring the pizza home safely without damaging the precious slices!!

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