I remembered something new today.
....I'm not sure how to ...process it?
Maybe if I write it down... well at least if I forget again I can read it later .
I don't know why I was there but I remember being in an old building.
Run down. Probably for sure filled with bugs in the walls.
In what would be the kitchen, was just... paperwork. In boxes.
Just tons and tons of it. I don't know why , but I wasn't there for that ,
so I didn't bother looking into it, and moved on.
....It was night, and I was with other people, but I can't remember the faces.
This bothers me.
Regardless, even though there was an upstairs, we never went UP...
...mostly cause the house was old, and we didn't want to fall through
the damn staircase. What if we did so, and someone strange came in?
We'd be ********.
So we just roamed around the downstairs, kept together as a loose group.
One of the rooms was empty , save for a single window .... and a chair .
I can't remember anything else for a while after that.
I... I think something happened in there. Something bad.
I think this is the thing I've read once about called " repressed memory ".
So save the mental damage that could happen, the brain will push back
horrific memories in an attempt to not recall them... and ergo, no damage.
But I get this feeling I am .... That this is something I had to remember ?
Guess I'll meditate on this later.
· Sat Dec 21, 2019 @ 03:29pm · 0 Comments