crying
To be what I want to attract or to be nothing at all?
To be the moving water at the ripples or the spaces of still ,full of what is lifeless to that which moves?
To be it all or none at all.
The living or the living dead?
I'm stuck because I know I can be whatever my heart's desire with the right technique and motivation behind it.
But to have to choose just one, is where I've arrived at my biggest question.
crying