Mom let me on since she checked her Gaia too. Nothing seems to have changed around here except the background looks a little nice. I saw the moon tonight which mom calls Ishtar and it made me remember my aunt. Made me remember I miss family..

Mom is worrying again that I have depression but some things are just hereditary. I guess I agree with her a little that it might be because I miss my family. Mom's reluctance to move on still, causing her to feel the need to not see Daddy at all is conflicting with me still. Sometimes I wonder if Dad really thinks I'm here. Lately I've been beginning to wonder if daddy thinks I'm not here at all. Maybe daddy or Cronos forgot me or this place.. maybe they wants to forget me or this place .. It makes me feel forgotten by those I miss most.. Who wouldn't get depressed from that.