I have been ridiculously sick for the past week! I was barely in reality. I am SO grateful that I don't feel like that today, especially since my husband's father is in town. Which means his brother will be over here as well and let's just say that he's great in small doses. Mentally, I am feeling really well. I'm hopeful and motivated for the future. I'm doing okay in school despite being so sick. Work if kind of iffy, I'm one misstep away from being fired, but I've started looking into other jobs. I'd really like to work a part time, boring, easy job while I finish school. The only problem is that I need to good insurance from my work soooo I don't really know what I'm going to do. My body just can not handle the physical labor anymore. Not to mention the hours are harder since I'm having more issues sleeping with insomnia and night sweats. I was diagnosed with raynaud's a few days ago and am being seen at the end of the month to see if it's primary or secondary. I've also found two lumps in my breast. I'm trying to be rational and tell myself 80% of breast lumps are not cancerous, but with everything else going on with my body it's hard not to be worried. I get that checked out on Monday though, so at least I won't have to worry about it for too long. It's a beautiful day today. I have a lot of school work to catch up on since I was sick all week and didn't do s**t. Currently listening to a podcast on gender testing in competitive sports for my English class. I'm actually excited to write a response paper to this, it's a very interesting subject.
GehirnToture · Sun Jun 02, 2019 @ 11:51pm · 0 Comments |