I realize my last post was a bit dark. Well, quite dark actually. I apologize, I was having a really hard time but I've found a renewed sense of hope, a renewed sense of purpose since then. ^_^

On a different note though, this is my current situation:

Have you ever have a moment when you do something and immediately afterwards you realize how much of a mistake it was? That moment when you realize how easily you could make that mistake again, or make a worse mistake, something you'd definitely regret? I recently had one of those moments. It just came out of no where. And, now, I'm sitting here like omg what have I done? What am I even doing? I don't even know where to go from here. I'm confused as to how it even happened and how I could possibly fall back into that mistake. It's such an odd situation, I don't even know how to fix this. ._." I know I have to figure something out though, before this gets way out of hand and I do something I'm definitely going to regret. Can life just go back to the way it used to be?