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Lord im begging please
Down on my knees
Take it away from me
I know your kinda busy
But im feeling kinda dizzy
Im stuck in a mental hell but i have faith that your walking with me

You say that you wont let me fall
But im confused i cant seem to find answers at all
Id stand beside you too but I've been hurt and now my amount of strength is small

Inside me is a little voice
He is always telling me i have a choice
Can you hear it too or is it just me hallucinating white noise

Anger is supposed to be a emotion that is secondary
So i guess its just me thinking that changing is scary
You see when krowe's around everyone is warry

Yet its a coping mechanism
The host is sam its just krowe was tired and now rest within him

Im always pushing the ones i love away
Im just so scared that if im me they wont stay
Im really a hurt chilid wanting to play
Mold me lord i am your clay
Let me live another day
Its these demons i want to slay

verse 2
i saw you the other day
i wanted you close but i wanted you to go away

i know you might of quit
i guess you got tired of it

i cant really blame you
id do the same to
and you know what forget all those years i tried to prove
that i was a better dude
they didnt mean jack to you

now your engaged
now im in a rage
damn it why didnt you stay

im better off
you held the key to my heart but guess what i changed the locks
all the drugs i did now im off
but losing you was the cost
so what kick rocks

im apathetic
i used to regret it
now im not the least bit sympathetic
i find you pathetic
im done now forget it

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