See, at one point i dated someone who was into crossdressing, so i tried it out. I was by no means passable but i liked how a dress felt on me >>; its not like regular guy cloths, theres a gentleness to it. Anyway, it stuck, gradually, i would adjust my body to be passable, shaving, letting my hair grow, ect... the girlfriend i was recently with decided to support me, and i was able to do many things i couldnt before, like going out in public. Still, irl im insanely shy about it and often avoid people as much as humanly possible... always afraid of that one person that would chastise me for it.