I'm old yet the way I view certain things seem childish. Am I embarrassed being who I am? No. Because I'm not one of the crotchety mean spirited customers I get who always seem to have a bad day everyday. My view of the world is all about colors. ( no I'm not a hippie, although peace & love to whoever is reading!)
Colors of nature, living species, objects; you name it. It can express feelings and signs. Also can be superstitious if you're into that. Political view blue and red. I get an extra boost of enlightenment. Colors is my ASMR.
Getting back to how I see the world. It's real depressing. Color is bleak l, the fashion bland. The media putting Petty bullshit. Smart asses who aren't even smart and just reading off of wikipedia, to rub lies in ones face than actually taking their time to look up actual facts.
It's 4:08AM and I work in 4 hours. Sorry for my tedious typing.