Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

 
 

ADVERTISEMENT

View User's Journal

Report This Entry Subscribe to this Journal
Journal Hey thanks for taking your time into checking this out! Feel free to PM me or comment! Sorry I took out the comment section on my profile. Looked a little tacky with the theme I was putting together :]


chief schlitz
Community Member
avatar
0 comments
11:27PM
Think with your heart not your mind.? Is that the saying? Well that's my saying now! Kidding.   I hate arguments that escalate to an hour long speech of hate. I mean I know that it's a small arguement, and I tell them hey it's  not going to be a big deal, is it? If we talk about a subject?.......Person agrees, we start talking, and BOOM goes the arguement. Tables get turned.

Now my heart and mind is playing 'who wants to be a millionaire' with the question being "What will you do/say next?"
 My four answers in my head are: A. Be honest/serious proceed B. Argue and play their game C. Make fun of yourself before it gets worse D. Switch the subject

My brain says be feisty and let your mouth flow of vulgarity. And my heart is too scared to take control. I know it's a bad habit. To believe I'm in no wrong at times, but it's also a good thing because they can't advantage. But what would be perfect is if it can balance out instead of being a yes gal to everything. Having an opinion is nice

But back to the heart and mind, I flipped and will continue to flip in the meantime till my heart gives out or takes control and does the right thing. I'm sorry ,guys/gals who read this. It's me and it's just hard for some odd reason.

I continue to take the manipulation, the pain, fear, trauma, from family, friends, customers, etc.. and I do also take in a handful of love from them too. But I'm in limbo, and that's the balance I really don't want to be in. Because in reality the cons outweigh the pros




 
 
Manage Your Items
Other Stuff
Get GCash
Offers
Get Items
More Items
Where Everyone Hangs Out
Other Community Areas
Virtual Spaces
Fun Stuff
Gaia's Games
Play with GCash
Play with Platinum

Customize your own avatar now!

Join Now

Have an account? Login Now!