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------I just knew that I had to see you. I just wished that I had believed too but, honest to say; she can't relate. I could tell you thought it was real but I'm not so sure you could have felt it. She's gone complacent and you're not feeling alright. I had feelings I had suppressed then and, I'm just waiting for you to see them. She's just been wasting your time. I know I can't tell you to leave her but I know you need someone who's better. So just follow your heart, it's just the start.

------Maybe its just that she's so controlling that trying to breathe is just as exhausting. Honest to say, I can relate. I just feel that she's not that supportive as she doesn't want you to be creative. She want's you to change but I feel that you're fine. I just wish that you stood right beside me. And I feel that she doesn't like seeing you be happy. Lowkey just wish that you're mine. I can see us somewhere off together and it's been something I've been dreaming of since last December. Off to the sea, just you and me.

------I can whisper, I can tell you that I want to hold you. I can open your eyes and make you see that you're worth it in ways. I confess that I find myself thinking of you lately. But these are the thoughts in my head that I just keep for myself. These are the words in my soul that I keep locked in my heart. Oh my god, what have I been thinking? I don't know. I'm not sure. I've just been waiting for a while. I'm not too sure. Maybe I've just been wasting time...