What's his name is coming back to the house. I'm not convinced they're fuking, but there's definitely something going on.
After all of the drama this past weekend, I realized how much I really need like...a spiritual cleanse. A lot of this is causing a very familiar type of anxiety that doesn't feel good at all. I think we're both in a very... draining space overall regarding all the mess with this psycho kid.
On my way home, I realized that I really need to get back to prayer and asking for help with everything on my plate. Listening to Tori Kelly's 'Hiding Place', I knew that there was no way I can do all of this on my own. I need a lot of help, and I'm not really getting much down here on Earth so I'll have to solicit the heavens to step in.
Work
2U is cool. We're launching a new program, two new programs actually under Business@Fordham. Fordham is allowing 2U to power two degree offerings, A Master of Science in Management (MSM) and a Master of Science in Strategic Marketing Communications (MSSMC), and Blake's working through some of these launch details and he'll loop me in when he has everything ironed out.
Otherwise, I've been taking it pretty easy. Some weeks are better than others...some days are better than others, but I'm trying to remain optimistic about everything. I could definitely make more of an effort to get more involved in the team as a whole. I'll put it on my 2019 board because right now I just don't feel like it.
Honestly, I'm counting down until Thanksgiving, Christmas, Winter Break, New Years and then my Thailand trip.
Second Job
I desperately need a second job. My credit card is almost maxed out (at a $6.5k limit). Disgraceful. I need to be looking for opportunities to make a steady stream of additional income. Honestly, the more money I can make without killing myself, the better. I gotta get serious about finding and applying for jobs. I'd do uber/lyft but I'm not a great job. I'd do something like delivery for instacart but I feel like the time put into doing that won't be worth the pennies I get. Such a conundrum. Honestly, if I can work part time for a drug dealer keeping his books and make a few quick stacks and then stop, that would be ideal. Super ideal.
School
Rob's friend Zahir sent me all of those Datacamp videos that I should watch and learn from. It's almost like the videos and notes I took for Google Analytics and AdWords. And if all goes well, I'll be starting my short course through UC-Berkeley in January after I get back from my trip.
And if all goes well after that, it's onto a master's program. And then hopefully I'll finally start making this money. But I really think everything will start with these Datacamp videos that I need to take time to watch and take notes on.
Donald
I need to create a content plan and SEO charter for his website. I'm struggling to do...this and anything about this to be honest, which is why I need tons of help.
Love.
Ryo
Mood: Stressed. Music: "Psalm 42" - Tori Kelly from Hiding Place
Ryonosuke · Tue Oct 30, 2018 @ 08:46pm · 0 Comments |