burning out

like in regards to everything

i just hate everything associated with existing

i hate living here. i want to live by myself with my cats and be able to drive. i hate having to work to live, to be able to tend to my mental health so i don't hate living, my country has become a shithole full of and run by high functioning sociopaths, and the empath in me is alternately dying inside and ready to leave, denounce this shithole country as it is, and everyone who contributed even a little to its current state. i want to tear heads off and s**t down necks

merry shitmas