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The girl without a voice
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Depression
I come here to roleplay weird fetish stuff, so what I'm about to say is completely out of character and a part of my real life...

Those of you that know me deeper than my rpcs on here are fully aware and thank you for all your help and support. My life has taken a very dark turn and has been spiraling into a worsening condition. I feel a bit strange sharing this, because I am on here strictly for roleplays. I'm sorry if this ruins any prenotions of me to you.


Last may my daughter suffered a stroke, she was left deaf and paralyzed, she was improving with physical therapy. Her hearing was gone, but her legs were working to the point where she could walk, as good as she could. Then in november she took a horrible turn for the worse... Nerves in her spine at the base of her neck were pinched or severed, her legs loss their use and she went blind. Those two days she was in that state felt like years, I stayed with her at the hospital. I slept in her room, I woke up and she had passed... I know there's no corolation, but that guilt has overwhelmed me into a serious depression. I still have not recovered, its gotten to the point where my other kid was taken from me by my ex because I have become an unfit parent in my sorrow. I still get to visit, but I'm not getting better... therapy and medications and even dieting help, but I get real low and these thoughts of guilt won't leave me...

My little girl hid her toys from my other kids because they were hers and sometimes I find them and break down crying on the floor, Or on the stairs..






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GalOfSophy
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commentCommented on: Mon Aug 20, 2018 @ 03:02pm
I'm terribly sorry to hear about this. I wish there was something I could do to aid you in this situation, Miss Yuko.


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 19, 2018 @ 12:55am
holy.... i am dreadfully sorry to hear this yuiko... i was away for so long from this place...i... i just hope your alright... even if it's just a little bit when you read this



Jesse l29l
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Dekader
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commentCommented on: Sun Mar 01, 2020 @ 02:59pm
This is a tragedy I'm truly sorry you had to experience this as I am a parent as well so I understand the love of a having a child and can't imagine losing one or the pain it gives. Very brave for you to share such a hurtful thing of your personal life, I am very sorry for your loss and have a very good listener if ever need someone.


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