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MindBlather


Eldritch Elder
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What Hurts the Most, not that you sought comfort in other people's warmth, but that you don't want to "hurt" me further by burdening me with your hurt. I would rather be hurting quietly on the inside while holding you, then hurting by myself wondering why you say I'm so important to you. Cuz it sure doesn't feel like it at times and I know it's because you're hurting, and you can't focus on other people but, I like being there for you and if I'm not, what good am I?
you can feel guilty all you want but, there were two people involved not just you. I guess that makes me the bad guy in this situation, cuz I only felt guilty for making you feel guilty. I can't help but Wonder if I'm the reason you're so broken. I want to be your best friend forever but, it hurts stay your friend and I don't want you to die so I'll be your friend as long as you want me to be. Even if I'm still afraid that despite that the fact that I tell you everyday that I love you, you're still going to leave me. Does me saying that even make a difference? I might want to call you and tell you this but, I don't want to burden you with my insecurities when your already suffering. So, I'm just going to throw it into the black hole that is Gaia




 
 
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