what i got back to nothing & yes, no turn back.
so, this year teach me to lost all i have.
have to lost everything. so, i would not bring anyone into my business since i dislike to see others in misery.
however this position makes me got lot of hatred from every views.
i understand if once i lost all... i will be as nothing in front of all people i knows.
and, i decide. fine, i learn how to be hatred by people i know & dear to me.
last year i know how to be loved but now turn as hatred.
i will be ready for that & okay, cry as much as possible would be good.
i need to remember, no one can save me. i do not trust nobody. and nobody trust me.
so far... i lost all this month but fine, i feel relief. they are fine although i am cry now.
so good bye. i will smile later.
glad you all fine & still in one shape ^^
PS: I got strong poison & i taste right now could make me died. however i need to find remedy soon if i need to keep alive or forgot i exist in this place.
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this journal mostly full of unwanted words.
however, from read these you may know how am I toward people.
however, from read these you may know how am I toward people.
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