So my mood swings get pretty bad, there was a time when I didn't even notice them though. So now I'm sort of confused about how I feel about a lot of stuff. I can't tell if I'm really sad and distraught about a specific situation, or if I'm just freaking out about nothing. Not being able to determine real emotion...isn't that some sort of mental disorder? I'm gonna have to look it up, but clearly I'm broken in some way. I should see a doctor or talk to someone but I'm afraid they'll put me away. I just have to play the game and just act like everything is fine, for now.