Lately, I've been feeling like I can't keep up with the trends.
No, I don't have the body for a crop top.
I like to stay covered up.
No, I don't like all the makeup.
I like being natural.
The time I could spend on myself,
I spend on him.
Him.
My love for his life.
Yet I feel so down about myself.
I feel old, but when did 26 become old?
Did I stop taking care of myself?
But I like myself?
Constant back and forth bickering between two souls.
I wanna be pretty, I see myself as another person.
Yet- I am me.
You find me beautiful.. Why can't I see that?
I'm okay.
I'm not okay?
Reality and.. Happiness?
Is there a way to just be, "okay?"
I feel so goddamn Emo sometimes.
Throw back circa 2008.
Strawberry Strudel Community Member 
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