Um...I honestly want to write for no reason sweatdrop
Alas, I feel my detachment process is going well. After analyzing it a bit more, I realized that the feeling from my last post honestly triggered from the response from the hiking trip. I was clearly very hurt and in my feelings
But detachment was definitely needed. I had to switch my mindset regarding these kids and I think it has helped. I no longer care about them not wanting to hang out, I no longer expect it, I will keep my distance from Kabob and I will focus on this s**t I need to do....which is actually a lot. It's actually kind of funny because I can't even seem to focus on this damn post scream
- Look for apartments
- Review Donald's stuff
- Some work stuff
- Look for a second job
That's it! I need a haircut next week definitely.
I'm having a hard time focusing. I really need to get back to going to the gym. When I don't work out my body aches and starts feeling stiff and horrible. I'm really better on this new apartment situation to help out with me wanting to work out and eat better. I'm still trying to figure out what my budget is for rent. I said $1100 but I might be able to pay more than that.
I bring home about $3000 a month, which would put my ideal range for rent at $1000 with some wiggle room. I really think $1300 is stretch but I can get away with $1200. I'd love a two bedroom, but we'll have to see. I'll keep looking today...and try to do some pushups and squats since I'm not trying to go to the gym sweatdrop But I'll tell you one thing, as much I love Dad and this house...I'll be happy to not have to hear music blasting all day and night xd
I'm also not trying to be super picky...but Eion's apartment has a lot of space. Large living/dining room, nice sized den, large bedroom AND outdoor space. Kitchen and bathroom are small but who cares....and Marc's apartment in Laurel is set up similarly...I just want a large common space and bedroom. Kitchen and bathroom size don't matter as much...they just have to be nice and updated. It's pretty important for my place to have a good amount of space for hosting and entertaining.
Happy first 80 degree weekend of the year! I just want to drink cold cocktails outside...but my friends are fake and never want to hang out. xp Oh...and I forgot...Marlon will be down here (in Waldorf) either tonight or tomorrow...yay rolleyes
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Mood: Decent smile
Music: "Why Don't We Fall In Love" - Amerie from All I Have
· Sat Apr 14, 2018 @ 02:33pm · 0 Comments