I wonder if anyone will read these
I mostly just ramble on. I don't know why anyone listens to what I have to say. If they even do, I don't know. Nothing really makes me happy anymore. And all my brain can think about is how it's going to get worse. Now I just think about the album and when it's time. I don't know how to fill up that time until then. My sister is going to go to waste I suppose. She will probably be the most sad. Or not, I don't know. She might just be angry at me. She says I don't hurt her feelings but then why do I make her cry so much? I know how she feels and I keep doing it. I'm sorry. I just. I can't handle real life. I don't know how she does. I just stay in my room most of the time. I don't like when people try to talk to me. I think I upset my sister when I won't touch her. It's just uncomfortable.
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