March 11, 2018, I thought my life was feeling placing together but as yesterday showed me it is not possible to have a good life because, demons always follow behind me. I thought i had met the love of my life, one big argument she is ready to give up. New year and New you right? 2018 is suppose to be full of happiness and joy. So far i am getting anything but that. I am currently in school to get my degree in criminal justice, and finally working in my field as a armed security guard although, i still desire to be loved and offer love to one woman. Hopefully everything gets better i never had a good year where i was happy even in my 26 years of living. sad