This b***h is gonna drive me mad
seeing your name on my body drives me crazy. one day it will no longer be there and i will never have to think of you again. i suppose thats for the best seeing as since ive forgotten you ive flourished. or have i. at least at one point in time i felt something. i felt that you were the key to happiness. i felt sad id never have you and angry that i couldnt get you. i felt so hopeless and i grieved so much. but now i feel nothing. i sometimes wish i still felt that way. at least id feel something. anything. anything at all. i used to want to feel nothing but now i want to be able to feel anything.