So its already 11 pm and still no you :c.
I know communication is hard but still....
Well at least we have some romantic plans coming up , I just hope I can get the cash for it.....
The money issue it really scary for me.
Me and Roah are not gonna be friends anymore. I can't take take the belittling she does constantly. Ever since I said I'm gonna pass on that three some she gets all pissy with me.
So it's wrong I don't want to ******** her and my gf at the same time? Ugh... I'm so sick of people at this point. Josh thinks I should not associate with people like that with no strong Christian morals while Ace is saying to basically "hoe it up" - which both I'm against really.
Whatever - when it comes to work tomorrow I'll fill out the papers for the time off , scrape extra cash and try to fix everything. I'm so tired of trying to fix everything. Sometimes I want to just lean back and let someone else solve the problem but I can't. I have to be responsible and a god damn adult. I wanted to swim to calm down but everything is frozen. I just ended up going under in the tub , not the same but the "sounds of water" helped a lot.
Me and my mom ended up clashing cause she's going through stuff too and it's basically just 2 tornadoes hitting each other. I love her , so much but she needs to just cut these people who cause stress out - and with that hypocritical statement ... I sign off for the night.
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