I don't ever want to be loved again.
I don't.
I really honestly don't.
I've never felt this sick in my life.
I've never felt so trapped upset, confused and heartbroken.
I've never felt this lost and alone.
I've never wanted just one last kiss so badly. One last hug. One last cuddle..one last night together sooo badly.
Everyone always says your first heartbreak will be the worst.
Can even tear you to shreds.
They were right.
Just take it as a grain of salt and move on.
Better yourself.
For me, I'm taking it as a life lesson.
Don't give too much, because I'll, never get the same amount back.
Don't take someones happiness over mine.
Mine is most important.
Don't fight longer than I need.
Breathe. Relax. Breathe.
This empty feeling won't last forever.
Don't fall in love if you can't take them leaving.
Leave first.
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`4.6 years ago. I started dating the most amazing man..we were best of friends and still are. We had the best memories..we were made for eachother to put it short. He was my everything. My entire world. decmber something happened and we left eachothe
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