Her Secret - Page 1

Pain... Loneliness... Depression....
It all becomes normal for her....
While others are happy & having fun, she is not...
She lies about being happy & having fun...
She lost her ability to feel true happiness...
She hopes one day someone will make her feel happy again...
Happiness is a rare feeling for her...
Music is her only comfort when she cries...
She was rarely ever comforted by her family...
She has no friends irl, her only friends are online, alas...
She never talks to them nor messages them due to being shy & anti-social...
She tries to, but she's too scared of rejection or being hated by them...
She will type a message only to delete it....
Comfort is something she always needed...
When she's really down, she acts immature while trying to hide the fact she's depressed as hell...
She doesn't want to be pitied so she acts immature like a child trying to hide her feelings...
She needs help often, but is too shy to ask...
She cries in pillow when no one is around & turns up the music
She cries easily, but no one cares enough to comfort that broken little girl...
Instead they call her "Crybaby" & say coldly to her, "Stop crying, you damn crybaby!"
She knows no one is gonna comfort her...
She calls herself trash, stupid, useless, worthless, annoying, unwanted, forgettable, dumb, & many more things cause...
She only knows how to hurt herself...
She tries to make herself feel better everyday, but fails...