Today at mma, we learned how to catch kicks and then turn to deliver an elbow to the face. I am getting better and seeing strikes come and I am blocking more.
I am surviving. I still can't feel joy, but I am trying really hard. Months ago, this made me happy. I am taking my medicine. I am trying really hard. I just don't feel happy anymore.

Lastly, just for posterity, I love you.