January 10, 2018

It really hurt me and I hardly just have accepted the fact that you died due to a heart attack but then things changed when our friends told us the real truth. They couldn't tell the whole group because they didn't have the courage to. We found out the truth, it was no heart attack. We were all your friends, and yet no one knew the real reason as to why you did it. The thing I really wanted to ask you was, "Why did you do it?".

It was suicide.

ZJ, why? crying crying crying

It hurts knowing that deep inside you were hurting. But it really hurts more the fact that you were masking that sadness with happiness. Nobody ever expected this.

We will always love and miss you.

This won't be our last farewell to you, maybe in another lifetime, we will get to see each other again.

Thank you for the memories that I will surely cherish and remember.

Thank you for being a good friend.