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:.Two Cents and More.:
This is where I'll be putting angst filled entries about my love life, summaries of my day/weeks, avatar art, and basically anything else that doesn't have a place in my signature or profile. Hope you enjoy reading. :P 3/19/10
So the word I'm looking for
is lovelorn, and it feels like crap. Must be something about the beginning of the year that makes me feel nostalgic for that time he returned in January and seemed sincere about answering my questions. My heart is steeped in regrets. Not a day has passed that I don't think about him. I never look at anything that has to do with him, though, since it makes me feel like a creep and a stalker. And, if I'm being totally honest, there's a part of me that's scared that I'm gonna find something that will break my heart even more. I knew I was holding on to a sliver of hope that things could still end on a happy note between us, but it really surprised me how much I don't want to give up that feeling, that possibility.

I wish he cared enough to talk to me. Even if it only led to goodbye.





 
 
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