These memories are haunting.
They keep me awake, just like tonight. I stare at the ceiling instead of the inside of my eyelids. It seems every time I close my eyes, all I see are their faces. Their fuzzy faces, their words, their acts. They won't stop.
It's even worse when I fall asleep. Then I can feel it all again, from him, and him, and her, and her! And him too.
There's no end to this. I've tried the therapy, I've tried being positive, I've tried understanding. Why did this happen? How did it last so long? They were years apart, but it happens again and again.
It's not every night, it's not every day. It happens when I'm at work, school, home, at a friend's, while visiting family. I just want it to end, but it won't.
· Mon Dec 11, 2017 @ 06:56am · 0 Comments