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Well three more weeks left of my practicum and my time there has gotten a bit better. Not by much but it's getting there. Can I see myself doing the job? No. Hell no.

I don't know what I want to do with my life but I can tell you that being a teacher is a no. I'm not sure why I was kidding myself and why I thought it was going to be different. It's suddenly coming back to me how I hated school when I was in school. Now my job requires me to be at school for most of my day. I literally get there at 7.45 AM and I'm there until 4.30 PM it's a large part of my day. I feel exhausted when I get home. I just don't want to be there.

This weekend was great, being away from everything. It's so nice to have a breather and not be under scrutiny from the teachers for once. If I was just teaching in my own classroom I would be fine but the other teachers are always there and judging me. It's an awful feeling.

Anyways, wish me luck. I hope I can make it through another week in this hell hole. Lol i'm so dramatic sometimes sweatdrop

I hope your guys week goes by well and keep your head up (I know I will) heart