I don't really have an actual, factual purpose for creating this journal. I just wanted to kill more time and the Chatterbox is dead and I really don't want to make a bunch of stupid s**t on a bunch of stupid websites I'll never use. Granted, I barely come on Gaia either since it's a pain in the a** to do it on my phone, but still. I have times I have computer access, and lucky Gaia is my chosen bullshit site to waste my time on.
I kind-of miss being on Gaia on a regular basis. Or maybe I just miss having some semblance of friends. I don't have any friends. I kind-of wish I did. Not to like, actually go out and hang out with, 'cause I'm a homebody and would rather spent the time with my Hubby, but just to talk to. Especially when he's not around.
We're going through a really rough patch right now. Well, s**t, my whole life is a rough patch. Lol. But we're experimenting with meds and other stuff, trying to get everything figured out and on track the way it should be.
I'm just glad his class lets out in fifteen minutes. Then we can go get lunch, go home, eat, get high. And then I want to play Slime Rancher, if he lets me.
I do wish I had friends to talk to. Especially people who have some of the weirder stuff in common with me. People I could talk to about my mental disorders, my BDSM lifestyle, my weird obsessions... I dunno. I guess I'm just tired of floating around space not caring about anything. Don't get me wrong. I love my husband. He's the only thing in existence that I care about. But having friends would be... nice? Maybe I'll start trying to make some... or something.
Anyway though. His class should be letting out in just a few minutes, so I'm probably going to go ahead and log off. But who knows, maybe I will start checking Gaia from my phone. It beats Magikarp Jump. Lol.
Alright. I'm done. Time to go hit that bong and play some ********' Slime Rancher, biiiiiiiiitch.