I'm breathing. I have a pulse. I'm awake. I'm aware.
I'm being enrolled into the YJC again, thats a program that helps you find a job and it pays you to be there. Thats good, It makes me a little less paranoid about money.
I was given some links and information on where I can take computer programming courses for free, this place offers the same programs that the college i was looking into is offering so this is a way to get the same education from the comfort of my own home and without paying a cent, which is really good right now. Once I contact the woman my file at the employment center will be temporarily closed and i'll be listed as 'in training' until the YJC starts. This is exciting, this is good.
My moms boyfriend gave us a loan so we could fix our roof, which is good that the roof is fixed, no longer at risk of it falling in on our heads but its bad because we now owe her boyfriend five grand.
I've been working on my art a lot lately and I am finally so so close to being done my orders. I am almost at a point where I can draw for myself again and that's exciting! I can't wait to finish the ten sketches i've started for Nikkie and throw them at his face gently before running my nervous a** far away~! haha!
that's all I have got for life updates today.
I'm going to my brothers/grandmothers house tonight, my brother wants to teach me how to make homemade meatballs that actually contain some nutritional value. I look forward to cooking with him. I think he plans on us watching the next disc of Heavens memo pad since i made him promise not to watch it without me. 10/10 good brother. Platonicaly love that guy.
Occasionally I find myself missing Moucy but I can't justify reaching out to her when I know she'll probably just ignore me..
I am going to continue being. I'm breathing. I have a pulse. I am here. I am aware... Thats all I need to be. I simply need to exist. One who does not live can just as simply exist. That is all thats required of me, right?
· Sat Sep 23, 2017 @ 05:38pm · 0 Comments