I ask you to hit me For I cannot feel the pain of my skin And the wounds of long ago Have left me rough and rigid.
I ask you to yell at me For I have grown deaf to sounds The voices in my mind silence the world And I can hear nothing but my dying heartbeat.
I want you to hurt me For I am numb to the world And the only reminder that I am alive Is the bits and pieces that remind me
So when my heart is broken Into pieces that can no longer be repaired I'll be ready That's how I've always been.
Maybe you understand. Maybe you know. But that's why I can never Do the same to you
I will not raise my voice. I will not raise my hand. I will not become the monsters than haunt me I cannot become worse than them.
Kaseki Manji · Sun Sep 10, 2017 @ 10:16pm · 0 Comments |