I got too close to the flame, I felt your warmth and found hope, a proof of my efforts.
I felt the warmth and you, with your hands of ice, pushed me so far away.
I'm left freezing in the cold of your silence. I'm left laying here in the suffocating silence of my own mind.
I am over worked, tired, sore and headachy. I have to work thrice as hard as i did before to be sure i don't end up homeless. I am scared and I'm pretty sure I collapsed today from exhaustion. I remember cleaning and getting dizzy before blacking out, when i woke up i was in my room and it was like six hours later.
blah, I'm a mess.
I have been drinking so much tea and coffee in attempts to stay awake, but, such is life. Did you know i hate coffee? it's so bitter and gross, no matter how much sugar you put in it.
Also i have put raccoons to shame with the dark circles under my eyes~ So sexy.
anyways, back to work for me.
· Tue Aug 22, 2017 @ 05:46am · 0 Comments