I must seriously have something wrong with me when finding out something new about someone I've known forever causes my stomach to tie itself in knots. What does it matter? There was never anything there to begin with, so what the hell is with the butterflies?! Am I worried about what he thinks? Should that even be an issue? *Sighs* Yeah, there is something definitely wrong with me. I think I have a problem. I get so wrapped up in what was, that I forget to adjust in the now. It's like, I just can't let go. I should be able to overcome this, considering what happened last time. And yet, here I am, with my insides all twisted up and my hands all fidgety. Hopefully it passes soon so I can get back to normal. Maybe it wasn't such a good idea to talk to him again. *Sighs once more* I seriously need to get help...