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HI HELLO,

jesus, it's been a long time since I've logged on. It has been a whirlwind the past 3 years. I'm currently a Junior at NYU. (WHERE HAS THE TIME GONE???)

I just read through my past journals, and wow I was crazy. Let me start of by saying that since my last entry Taylor and I have no gotten back together. We talk occasionally, but I honestly know very little. Heck, I don't even know who his friends in college are. He attends school at Oregon, so far away from NYU. Kind of good that we've kept our distance, us together is never a good combination. Calen and I no longer talk, but he seems great. He has a new girlfriend. Koa, is not attending UH. We're still good friends, at least us dating hasn't ruined that relationship. Since college I honestly haven't had anything serious. Dating in NY is hard, let me tell you. I've gone on a few dates here and there, hooked up a few times, but nothing ever really stayed. It's so weird because in high school I was constantly in a relationship or about to be. And now in college I can't find a relationship for me life. I think it's better that way though. I've been focusing on me, my relationship with others and my career. Who needs boys anyway. I read an amazing article about relationships and the word need. It basically said don't be in a relationship you need, be in one that you want. Right now while I feel like I desperately need a man, I always remind myself that's BS because I'm a strong independent female, who can be happy by herself. #gofeminism