Ow my thighs are keeling me from the exercises I have been doing. Losing weight is so hard to do, wish i could just shed it all at once. This no sugary items deal has been a real killer too. Doing well on my eating so far, which is good. Need to figure out more exercises I can do at home.
Today I'm actually doing pretty good. Little stressed out but not much. Got s**t done that I was stressing over earlier in the week so feeling better. The boyfriend slept early last night and none of my calls got through so I gave up. It's hard with him not here and being so far away. We really need to work on setting up times to spend together. Not being able to spend much time with him is really breaking my heart. I'm just glad he ended up calling in the wee hours of the night. Sure I might have been sleepy but I'm happy that I even got to hear his voice. Facetiming has also been a big help. Seeing his facial expressions are the best. Just wish I could hug and kiss him too.
Today is gonna be a loooong day of work. I'm hoping that it'll be a good day at least. No troubles please. Gotta be sure I make my lunch before I go too. I'm just hoping that after work he'll have some time for me. I get really sad when I don't get to talk to him and tell him I love him. Talking to him via phone is really different now. It's the one thing I look forward to each and every day. It's what I look forward to coming home to, if he answers that is. But all in all, it's getting easier but I still don't feel like I'm moving forward quite yet. Hopefully I will soon.
Lunar Starlight · Thu Sep 29, 2016 @ 07:15pm · 0 Comments |