you swore you were over him,
when are you going to admit that when you're longingly looking to the ceiling
inside your mind that you miss the way he
letting yourself remember the times he cared and the times he
invited you into his arms will do you no good not even when
after all these years you still long for his touch you still long for all those
memories you've kept under your pillow.
grieving is easy when you've accepted someone is gone but no you
remember you know what it's like to hold him what it's like to
envelop yourself in his warmth and the way his heartbeat lulled you to sleep.
even now you think of his soft touch his soft smile the way he
never let you down how with every
breath he loved you he would do anything for you and now after
everything after all the hurt
after all the pain you find yourself wishing you
never let go.
so what is it you're doing right now?