------Who knew I would come back to you and talk to you again. I thought I had closed this part of my life. I thought that I would head out with my head held up high walking with confidence. Well I'm back because I have no one to vent this out onto, you know. And as I have mentioned in the past my worst fear is being alone. After a four month relationship, which I know isn't that long. I have found myself broken and battered again. Even still after having my heart beaten and abused, I still do not know how to cope. My instincts tell me to run away like all the other times but I can't as a part of me wont let me. Partially because she told me that I can't just run away from my problems.
------She was everything I wanted though... and I can't continue writing this.... not with my thoughts in a mess, not in this agony and frustration.
This is Anikacy, forgive me my old friend
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