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i use to dream of yellow roses
and complicated thoughts
i use to swim in velvet oceans
before i ended up lost

the moments that you hold me
why they almost feel so real
and the love that was glowing
has suddenly lost appeal

there's a portrait of a woman
and her smile steals my breath
she leaves her mind kind of open
though her morals all have left

i keep company by the fire
so they'll see me burning down
i try to chain up my desire
just to watch them turn around

and while i try to win the battle
i think i've lost this war
and to think that it all mattered
now i'm not quite as sure

so if you see me by tomorrow
make sure to stay away
i think i'll drown me in my sorrow
so i can die the next day