Not enough time in the day
To sum of the feelings I'm afraid.
Pessimistic mind that is in a bind,
Fed himself lies to feel fine.
The truth is smothered and sugar coated by others.
Deep down inside, he knows he is worthless.
Others defy him.
Others contest him.
Others refuse the notion that he's a failure.
Who to believe, who to listen.
An unknown future,
An unknown talent,
An unknown madness.
Death would easily grant me solitude.
Peace of mind
No thought in sight.
Even before then, I'd still be wondering what's on the other side.
I have not lived a successful life.
Confused, amused, entertained, detained, deranged, insane.
A friend, a hopeless romantic, a thinker, a gamer.
So much runs through my mind.
The good notions are often festering deep inside
The bad ones roam free like flies.
Always around, they never leave.
I'm still on this planet, why do I breath?
Too afraid to end it all
Would rather see it go on long
Dead man walking,
No one's stopping,
Barely talking
Not even trying.
Continue to wander without any signs of flopping.
To sum of the feelings I'm afraid.
Pessimistic mind that is in a bind,
Fed himself lies to feel fine.
The truth is smothered and sugar coated by others.
Deep down inside, he knows he is worthless.
Others defy him.
Others contest him.
Others refuse the notion that he's a failure.
Who to believe, who to listen.
An unknown future,
An unknown talent,
An unknown madness.
Death would easily grant me solitude.
Peace of mind
No thought in sight.
Even before then, I'd still be wondering what's on the other side.
I have not lived a successful life.
Confused, amused, entertained, detained, deranged, insane.
A friend, a hopeless romantic, a thinker, a gamer.
So much runs through my mind.
The good notions are often festering deep inside
The bad ones roam free like flies.
Always around, they never leave.
I'm still on this planet, why do I breath?
Too afraid to end it all
Would rather see it go on long
Dead man walking,
No one's stopping,
Barely talking
Not even trying.
Continue to wander without any signs of flopping.
