So went on a trip with friends for a week and on the way home they decided to visit my ex. some how i ended up leaving the car and thats when it got painful. my ex whom i havent talked to since i was dumped and moved out in January greeted me with a hug, then preceded to cuddle on the couch with me the whole time we were there. and being honest i loved every second of it. though now im hurt knowing that whatever the hell it was was a one time thing and he's going back to not talking to me. I feel very raw, exposed, sad, used, cut open, and honestly in the psychical pain known as heart break all over again.
I should of stayed in the car...
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