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does depression drive ppl off?
So there is this guy and his name is Jt and he liked me and I think he still does but he aked out my friend Taylor. I guess I just waited too long because I wasnt sure if I liked him or not. I was still kinda hung up on this other guy but he didnt like me like that...just as a good friend...I liked him a lot actually and to know for a fact that he dint like me was kinda hard but I just couldnt get over him. Then I met Jt and I began to like him but I wasnt sure because I have never really been in a relationship before and I guess I was sxared to get too attached. I told Taylor she could go out with him and that I was fine with it but like an idiot I lied because I am not exactly fine with it. I am mad that he led me on especially cuz he still likes me. He did the same to to another one of my friends but she is really gullable. I just dont know. I guess it is my own fault for not taking the chance when it was right in front of me. I have been depressed latley and I cant always hide it and I am starting to think that it drives people off...I told Taylor that if Jt was just there to lead me on then he is not the guy for me but still it sucks and is a very suckish feeling. I am mad but mostly at myself for one not taking action when I should have and two falling for his game. Why does life always have to suck so bad? A lot of other things are going on that I wont bore you with. Sometimes, in fact most of the time it is just really really hard. I am going back to being sad or its just getting harder to hide, eother way I hate it. I need help....
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