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I was still on an emotional rollercoaster today, until I finally said ******** it and had hate sex with Chloe.

It was the first time in a long, long time that I felt a true connection with Chloe, and afterwards, I honestly feel OK with her and barry having sex whenever.

I felt like she didn't need me and wouldn't want me around, but after sex that's no longer the case, and I honestly think we're better for it.

I'm not sure if I'll still feel this way tommorow, or in the future after knowing what they're going to be doing.. but right now? I'm perfectly fine with it, and that's pretty cool. I'm happy, and they're happy. I'm not even angry at jamie anymore.

Hell, I even forgave frost. I feel like a huge chunk of my anger and hatred has been sucked out of me.