I feel like I have finally made a good decision in life! I feel so much happier and at peace than i have in ages!!!! 4laugh No more drama, or pain to come into a relationship...only happiness and a fresh start heart I feel like I can confide about anything to him...and he will hold me so tightly and never let go...even when my job makes me live on all ends of the city, he is willing and wanting to drive and find me...just so he can hold me and be close to me. I feel like I am living in my own fairytale!! The pace that we r going is perfect...more focused on the romance and getting to know each other as ppl...than just the passion that comes from a new relationship. Hell we havent even kissed yet xD yet at the same time...I feel closer to him than I have felt to anyone in awhile...especially after how short of a time we have known each other. We both goggle at how easily we know what the other wants... guess as how he says we r on the same brain wave haha. Even yesterday....he left early to go home to help his family...the moment he left I felt a heaviness enter my mind. After an hr or so that heaviness turned into sadness and depression...I didnt want to tell him...but it leaked out and sure enough I was in his arms within the next few hrs. Now thats a true man! Someone who will show up at any time of day no matter how far away I am just to make sure that I have a smile on my face. heart Thank you, is all that I could say for him. I am not used to someone so reliable and so easily there for me...haha I guess I will have to start getting used to it! 4laugh I feel lighter inside...one thing I know for sure is that having been in that abusive relationship...I can definitely see and be more appreciative of the difference this is. I am happy, and in the end that's all that really matters to me heart I have a great job filled with pets galore!! Will be heading to College in the fall, and now have a great guy to look forward to more of a future with heart For those who have been thru or are still in an abusive relationship....it does get better...there is a light at the end of the tunnel...but the only way to get to that is to get out of the relationship that could potentially scar you. If you feel like this is what I get...this is what i deserve...or maybe there is no one better out there for me...there is....you do deserve more. Everyone deserves a happy ending...and if you arent happy than it is not the end. heart
Lilly Tehnia Community Member 
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