Hey guys!! xd
It has been pretty close to a year since I have posted an entry. I'm so sorry. Just life getting the best of me. sad
So how have you all been??
I've been okay. A lot of downs with a few ups. I got a job in like September of last year. So I've been really busy with school and work while trying to stay on top of my chores and keeping y social life from falling apart. xp
A lot of stuff has been going through my mind lately. It kinda sucks.
I have this problem that I have been dealing with since like sometime in middle school (either 6th or 8th grade is when it started) and I'm a Senior this year. So I've been dealing with this problem on and off for like 4-6 years. And I'm just feeling like it's taking over my life. I don't know what is causing it or anything. And I feel like ever since one of my managers talked to me about it, I've been slipping backwards instead of walking forwards. I've been posting a lot of somewhat vague things lately and I don't think any of my friends have noticed. crying
Also, have you ever thought about how you might condemn things in certain situations because you have this urge to do it as well but you just don't have the guts to do it?? Cause I'm at that point right now...I think I might need help again... cry