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Negative Vidya Gaem Reviews With High In-Gaem Hour Count
There was a topic in the gaem forum about why a person with over 900 hours on a gaem would say it sucks. This is about why Le Core has over 90 hours in numerous gaemz individually and still says they all suck.

The answer is simple; masochism and perfectionism. I have a ridiculously high tolerance threshold for bullshit [Insert Christian Reference Here] and a ridiculously asinine ability to finish what I started with nothing less than 99% completion.

Most of "us" have a tendency to see things through to the end, regardless of what it takes. I'd sit here playing through things that are just complete s**t for the ability to say I did it. It's a neurotic tendency to be able to go through something just to fill that void in my heart for a brief moment.

See, I sat through Super Smash Bros. Brawl in a 21-day s**t-fest to go from zero trophies and stickers to 100% of everything. I thought the nu music was 99% s**t with less than 10 remotely tolerable, not including the Sega Genesis versions of early Sonic gaemz. I also won't even be playing the thing ever again unless some "friend" wants to, because I don't care. It was a mundane, 65/100 experience.

I also managed to go through that dreadful New Challenge Stages on that Kirby Anniversary Collection thing. I can't even remotely tell you what the music sounds like, and I recommend the piece of s**t to absolutely no one. I also have platinum on every single ******** course, which was the most gigantic pain-in-the-a** thing of that entire ******** year. I'd probably say I put in over 40 hours of that ******** thing, because I'm a masochistic piece of s**t that literally can't help but to deliberately go through hell just for the ******** sake of saying, "I could do it." Now, consider my earlier post about conceptualizing Christianity's Hell, and see just exactly what it is that drives me. Deliberate; you got nothing on me, ********. That's the whole beauty of Le Core.

It's a bigger hell to risk homelessness, just to ******** say I can. You wanted a risk taker? I'm 5 steps away from 6 feet under while you're wishing for 7's. I like how I threw those numbers in there; lelz.

So, why do I do all these things? I'm addicted to a self-harming type of lifestyle and will harm my eyes, my hands and my ears just for the ability to say, "I could ******** do this." I don't really care what it takes. I sat through some of the most mundane s**t just for a goddamn "achievement" from a Flash gaem on Kongregate. I even brought up Cheat Engine for the ******** of it, just to say I could figure out how to use the ******** thing to get said stupid ******** "impossible" "achievement" or whatever for around 4 gaemz.

Did I mention figuring out how to use the ******** thing? I even used it on the hidden, Zero-like character on Rosenkreuzstillette just to say I could figure out the ******** thing. Also, that mode on those gaemz is practically impossible with that character.

See, I'm a full-on, "Why the ******** am I doing this?", masochistic, neurotic, obsessive and unstable a*****e of a perfectionist scumbag. I'll sit through anything like any typical piece of s**t with nothing better to do than to rage into infinity, because I'm Le Core, and that's what Le Core does.

So, if you see a gaem on Steam or wherever saying it's a glitchy piece of s**t that no one should remotely consider, and they have 300+ hours put into it, that might be someone like me. I've beaten over 2000 ******** gaemz, just to say I ******** could. It's not to show off to you, because I don't care what you think of me, the list is for my obsessive a**, mutha ********.

I've done such things day after day to fill the void of having no cuddly lover. I know, everything I ever done with vidya gaemz is nothing more than filler with no actual importance to any of it. I just did it cuz it was there. I'm the type that attaches themselves to the "hardcore gaemr" mantra based off of my masochistic desire to have nothing but unnecessarily difficult pieces of s**t to lay waste to and to pretend that it was worth it. There's so much s**t out there to experience, and since experiencing "real life" is nothing more than making sure idiots survive to see another day, I'd rather not look at any of you and experience the emotionally devoid life that has brought me to this grand explanation and fully finishing off my fear or care for Christianity's Dogma.

As a person of perfect psychology, one who experienced Le Total Answer, I'm the most unstable, yet 100% certain, basement dwelling ******** who knows that Christianity can't defeat me. Most in my position would be crying for Gawd to save them from their pain. I, however, don't want any "help" or "bliss" from you stupid ********, cuz this pain is one of the greatest things I've ever known and is proof that I'm a masochistic d***o with not one doubt in my mind that every single thing you tell me is a lie. It also feels better than being in the same room with one of you ********. Did I mention I'm obsessive and just have to bring you ******** up every chance I get? Did I mention I've been in a room with one of you ********, just to say I can?

I have no friends, lovers or even most of my family, but I don't need or want you or Gawd to pretend to give a s**t about me in order to live my life. Y'all suck a** and can't beat Dark Souls. I know I haven't played it, cuz it really does ******** suck, but I'd beat it if I had a better PC that didn't lag like hell...

Speaking of lag, I've beaten s**t while it was ******** all over just cuz of masochism. I probz put over 90 hours into that garbage, too.





 
 
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